so... well.. umm... ok... haan... basically i am pretty clueless as to how to start this... am i supposed to give a big 'welcome to my blog' post or do i just burst out like 'oh I'm a pro so read on suckers'-ish post... in any case, the truth is that i have recently been accused of being a cribber by a very emotional and PMSy ex boyfriend who is still a good friend (yes its strange how these things work out...rather seem to work out)...and well instead of subjecting my beloved friends to all my crap it just makes sense to add to the heap of digital rubbish already out there. Although personally i always thought that I'm more on the lines of good morning sunshine (in a normal non-blonde non-hollywood way) than crib central!

Anyway, I'm grounded. well technically I'm on 'home-quarantine' but it feels the same. Quarantined for SUSPECTED swine flu. now who sits at home for 6 days because of a cold. and I'm pretty sure that i don't have the piggy variety of it...if anything, I've got some doggie variety because i distinctly remember trixy sneezing on me (yes, it was quite gross!).Anyway the verdict shall be finally delivered today! Actually sitting at home wasn't that bad... agreed that i gave Garfield serious competition, but it was actually quite productive.
i have been working on a book design (its top secret assignment, but suddenly i feel important in the family! YAY :D )
i actually heard and downloaded some decent new music (snow patrol - a hundred million suns, its actually pretty decent,esp lifeboats and the lightning strike! i like (damn facebook!)).
i did not sit and pimp up my facebook profile :)
i wound up 10 balls of yarn (momma work)
i cooked n baked
i spent quality time pampering zoe and trixy
i spoke to rini more than i have in the last 3 months i think ( :¬* <3 )
i watched 2 movies with ma
drew n wrote a bit
fought and sorted shit out with mentioned exbf, provided valuable life gyan. :D (i should consider taking 'sort ur shit out' lectures)

and basically kinda sorted things out. or atleast i think so. its like those holidays that you take when you say 'I'm taking a break' and get away from the usual shit and have that moment of clarity just before getting back n think you know exactly what to do now, how to live your life, a 'new and improved' you. just to get back and realise that its still all screwed up and your caught up in that everyday crap all over again (well atleast till you "take a break" again).

well for now I'm at the moment of clarity stage (like that perfect moment for i can see clearly now to be your theme song) and i can't wait to get back to college tom... and i know ill be running out to the kade in the first break for chai n sutta.. but still... i can see clearly now :)


p.s. - spell check sucks - sorry bout the randomly capitalised 'I'ms'